today 7:29pm

idk this is going to sound kinda weird but

do you ever think about how life is so pretty

just

everything is so pretty

Um…not really?

I mean, life is just life

Something good happen?

life happened!

it's good

I guess never found life that exciting

did you know that there is a tiny tree in front of your place

No

But I see it out there now that you mention it

yeah i saw him today and how he's trying so hard to be a big tree

and i was like

that is so pretty

Huh

Have you been drinking or something

there are so many universes in which i am not alive right now

to have seen that tree

or to put honey in my tea

or text you like i'm doing now

That's a little morbid, don't you think?

maybe

but there was a point in time when i was so close to being dead

i actually might have been for a little bit

and now i am not

i am excited to exist, to witness, to live

and that is just

everything

the squirrels that try to run heists on trash cans and the night sky when it's cold outside

and the sunlight on my skin and the sound of laughter